And onward....

So another day. Sitting and watching Ruby on Oprah. She just walked out in jeans:) So proud of all her hard work. I have watched her show at times and so interested in watching her find out why she gained so much weight. I know I ate to suppress my feeling and I feel that the band prevents me from doing that, well as much as I used to. Just recently, like a couple weeks ago I stopped at Jack in the Box and got a sampler tri (2 eggrolls, 3 stuffed jalepenos, and 3 mozzarella cheese sticks) Well I rushed home and at it all and can't believe this but it all went down without me getting sick. I was almost totally numb for the rest of the night and felt like crap. Whew. I think that I was dealing with my emotions that way and slipped up. I am so glad those episodes don't come along as often as the used to.

So I ate pretty good today. This morning I could only eat 1/4 of my breakfast sandwich. Then I meant to eat it at my 10:00 recess and forgot I had it(that is sooo unlike me, to forget food!). I had a slice of turkey and swiss cheese on a rye crisp. For lunch I went out with my teacher friends and had a salad with blue cheese. Large coffee. Then was in a meeting after school and had to rush to bootcamp. I realized I was sooo hungry. Work out was brutal today! Love the rush afterwards when I am done. I came back to my classroom and was so focused and prepped my work for tomorrow. I am feeling so much better while I am teaching and sooo focused and efficient. I was before but this is different. I am much more energetic.
After bootcamp I ate the texas cavier(black beans, corn, pico de gallo, cumin) in the car on the way home.
For dinner I made chicken stir fry with brown rice.
I did have more water than yesterday but also had more coffee too. Love coffee!!!! I think I need to make icetea to get more fluids in. Feeling good though. Well, I should be off to bed.
oxox Michele